Monday, November 7, 2011

Hello. Advice on boys please?=P?

Okay so.. I'm 14 and I used to like this guy in my grade I don't really know if I still like him=S He is very immature but funny and nice to hang out with. He used to like me a little but he never spoke to me! He sent his best friend who's also one of my best friends to say things to me for him. How lame is that? He is turning 15 in December! His friend told me that he felt the same way about me but then people told me that he just wanted to make out with me and that he didn't want a relationship because he didn't want to have to "talk" to me and stuff!! (when he called me he was always with his friend and he didn't want to talk to me. At the end of this i got really hurt because one day he and OBVIOUSLY his best friend came at my house. We were alone (his friend "went to the bathroom") and he wanted to kiss me but nothing happened! He was shy but when he was at my house he talked to me and said very nice things=) but i didn't make out with him...so the next day we went out with friends and i liked him A LOT! nothing happened the day i dont eaven know why..he wasn't speaking to me... and at night on facebook chat he wrote "sorrry but i don't like you anymore" I was sooo mad and sad at the same time. I felt hurt... the next day a friend (his best friend) told me that he told him that i was an ugly loser and stuff like that. so i went to the guy and asked him why he was saying that behind my back and he said " because you didnt make out with me. If you really liked me you would have tried to talk to me more and stuff.." I was like WTF! I'm a girl hes the boy! hes supposed to make the first move! and I'm sorry but what he said was really immature and stupid! I was so hurt! A week ped and him and his best friend (who is a really good friend of mine) came to my house again and we talked...and kinda sort it out...now we're friends but i dont know if I'm completely over him=S 2 weeks ago he aked me how its going with boys..doest it mean he cares? he is always really nice to me now (in his own way=P) but i dont know... he had a crush on me but he just acted like a baby! after we made up he still liked me a bit...he wanted to kiss me the last day of school! so we were alone *the perfect moment* and guess what he says....."do u want to make out?" I didnt expect him to ask me that! I mean ur not supposed to ask! you just go and do it!! I didnt know what to say..but i still liked him..so i said...."erm....yes....u?" (haha i know LAME=S=S) and he said: "obviously!" i was like errrm ok... than he was like "its kind of awkward now" hahahaha i was like "erm yeah" then he walked away!!! and he went to a frined and asked him what to do to make out with me! okay theres another bit f the "story" but i'll stop now because you are probably already bored reading this=P okay so I don't know if I still like him but its just weird cause I know I shouldnt and I should try to move on and find someone else. Now im in montecarlo for like 3 weeks so i better find someone! haha oh well i'll see=P I think i should just move on for now..and in september i will see him again for high school.hopefully i wont like him again!XD i dont knowww! hehe my friends say to move on and that he is too immature and stuff...(my school is not really big and everyone knows everyone) okay so...let me know what you think! byeee

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